4 months. If you walk 4,5 hours every day you will arrive in Moscow, Russia form Amsterdam in 4 months. What an useless fact but I don’t have anything else to say in this introduction paragraph so yay fact! Here is another one. Your hair will grow 4 to 6 centimeters in this time too.
Week 13 was still a week of excuses but by the end of the week our stationary bicycle arrived and we no longer had any excuses. It was time to sit down and get it done.
This week I slowly eased back into training. I didn’t want to push it too much but at the same time I kept up my speed and my goal was 15km as you can see. The real week will start next week where I will push my limit with the distance.
I was getting somewhere as in I was doing longer sessions but not quite getting all of my sessions in. Getting back on the training program after falling off track is turning out to be quite a struggle and even more so balancing life, studies with all of my bicycle sessions is quite difficult. I just need to get my shit together and just get it done. Stop the excuses and just find a way where it works.
This week I didn’t climb on the bicycle once. It didn’t even occur to me to even try one session. I was just trying to keep my shit together while my mental state was in a bad place. I’m never going to beat myself up about it. Sometimes stuff happens in my life that sucks and the way I deal with it is just trying to get through a day without falling apart. I just tried to stay afloat and somehow concentrate on my studies. My bicycle training was the last thing on my mind. It’s okay not to be okay. It’s okay not to be perfect. I don’t see this week as a failure week or another week full of excuses why I couldn’t get my training in like the weeks before. I see this week as a bad week where my responsibilities were somewhere else because in the end of the day my mental health is just as important to me as my physical and nutritional health is. Sometimes I can’t balance all three. Maybe one day I will figure it but for now. I’m just going to move on and attempt to do better in week 17.